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Name: Crystal
Birthday: 8/1/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: doing nothing as long as I am with my one true love, mysteries; If I have to ponder something the more intriguing it becomes, apple pie; no real reason why I just like it, random cartoons that leave you thinking "what the heck was that that just hit me in the face?", you know the normal stuff.
Expertise: saving people
Occupation: EMT
Industry: ambulances and fire trucks and


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Member Since: 2/18/2007

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Saturday, May 31, 2008

Currently Listening
Alive Behind the Green Door
By Flogging Molly
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

things...

things are slowly becoming more and more normal out here Steve and I are doing well except that we are both stricken with a cold. I  am enjoying  the nice weather while california is smoldering we are floating right around 70 here! the cat is playing again ane exploring beyond the door to our room. I plan on going to go to the local pizza/ brewery/ movie theatre to eat while watching Horton Hears a Who. that is of course after my car gets worked on today. it needs an alignment and maybe breaks too! that sucks!


Sunday, May 18, 2008

my self pondering

While Stephen and his family are at "meeting" I am left here all alone to ponder my very existence, here is what I have come up with: I am way too chipper sometimes, I wish I could take care of everything that is hurting,  I love my husband so much that if i had to choose between oxygen and him i would hold my breath just to stay with him for one more instance, yet he can frustrate me to no end and i him, I love my kitty and feel like she is a part of me, I hate being alone but enjoy it at the same time, Friendships mean as much to me, if not more in some cases, as/than family, I cant accept complements because... well I just cant!, I often wonder what people see in me, I miss spending time with cretin key friends (you know who you are), I love feeling like I am doing something good, I can do many things well but a few things I excel at, I wish I knew the right thing to say when a friend is hurting but I don't so i figure listening is the next best thing, I sometimes say "I told you so" when I shouldn't and don't when I should, things like that. A good soul search may do you some good, you should try it! (you don't have to post it but you might learn something you didn't know about yourself.)


Thursday, May 15, 2008

things are beginning to feel more homey here. our apartment is almost complete in a few days it will be ready to be painted and yes it will be done in typical Crystal fashion in greens and blues and yellows (not in the same room of course) Sadie is still way too skittish to be let outside alone but she does seem to be calming down. no more poopies on the carpet (again Yale I am so sorry she did that!) Steve must have applied at 15 or 20 jobs so far he refuses to relax but thats his thing.


Tuesday, May 13, 2008

We have made it all the way inspite of blizzards, lodging issues, and the fact that it was a really long drive!North Carolina is beautiful. I did not realize that the color green can occur in nature! I is amazed! we are all safe and healthy -ish (steve has finally met that little thing we like to call allergies), and adapting to our new environment. Sadie is still unsure about all of this but she will grow to love it. I have applied at the local animal shelter. I hope it pannes out. we thank all of you who acted as tour guides, hotels, or just gave us money to pay for gas. our trip would not have been possible without you!



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