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Sunday, May 18, 2008

my self pondering

 While Stephen and his family are at "meeting" I am left here all alone to ponder my very existence, here is what I have come up with: I am way too chipper sometimes, I wish I could take care of everything that is hurting,  I love my husband so much that if i had to choose between oxygen and him i would hold my breath just to stay with him for one more instance, yet he can frustrate me to no end and i him, I love my kitty and feel like she is a part of me, I hate being alone but enjoy it at the same time, Friendships mean as much to me, if not more in some cases, as/than family, I cant accept complements because... well I just cant!, I often wonder what people see in me, I miss spending time with cretin key friends (you know who you are), I love feeling like I am doing something good, I can do many things well but a few things I excel at, I wish I knew the right thing to say when a friend is hurting but I don't so i figure listening is the next best thing, I sometimes say "I told you so" when I shouldn't and don't when I should, things like that. A good soul search may do you some good, you should try it! (you don't have to post it but you might learn something you didn't know about yourself.)
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